end up at library

i feel so bad mood and hate to talk ..
so i end up myself at library..even i alone i also dare to come back frm library at night..'
i am learning hw to live independent
i cant believe i cant make it..
i am nt frm a rich family, i nt a pretty girl , i experience many difficulties,, that is nothings for me..
有异性没人性，i like that sentence
emo look but not emo mind and heart, that enough..
emo better than make myself angry or geram with someone that never care about u, and always make u angry,, that are nt even called a friends..
that kind of ppl is shit..