Tuesday, August 30

烦 2

每个人都觉得我最近变了
我变了,变得比较静
爱一个人走,
很多事我都没说出来,
我也不想其他人知道。。

我称不下去了,
我每天都哭了,
我不够坚强,
很多意料不到的事已发生了。。。

我好担心,好担心。。。。
希望那件事不会发生,好左右为难哦。。
我不是你们看到的那一面,
我背后的故事没人知,
家家有本难念的金。。
谁知道??

我不想那些事让我分心。。
我好痛苦哦。。。。

Sunday, August 21

严重失眠的夜晚

从两点钟躺到五点多才睡着,
那是我目前最严重的失眠记录,
平时最多也只是躺两个钟而已,
今天又没考试为何我失眠呢?
答案是我也不知道。。。。
。。现在的我爱孤独,一个人走,
好几次没参于他们了,
不为了什么。
只为了一些不能说的秘密。。。

1)ngui hao mun zhon yi yaoyigua gen

2)nguimaikanyanyaoguagehaiwomianqiandueganduebei.
3)nguiaiwujialihonggan..

 看得明白就算你厉害。。。

我只想做回当初的我,
开开心心的过日子,
不要再看人脸色了。。。
我已经受够忍够了。。
讨厌你已是事实,再也改不了了。。。。


我不想再想了,船到桥头直然沉。。。。
我已不要那粒橙了,就让他沉吧。。
祝福你!!!!

不可能发生的事也可能发生
但愿我万事如意。。。。。
Emo mode should be gone already..
live  a new life for myself and those who care about me only...
i hate those who always know how to "mempergunakan" me only...
never treat me as a friend, so u dun say i didnt look u as a friend..
life is juz so easy like that only..
what u did to me, i will do the same things to u..
juz be urself

要为自己活的更精彩
不要再哭了,会更累而已,
该放开的就放开,不要太过程强,执着 



Saturday, August 20

Tired month

2nd snow hit dunedin


August is gonna end soon..
i finish two term test with 2 eng test,
next english test is going to come soon->in next week,....
juz hope everything go well after i try my very hard...
1st time i go study with my friends at library due to the HUBS 192 test,
having supper at library every night while study....
so can have enough heat for me to walk back cumby...

many things happen in this month ,
SNOW fall heavily until some lecture cancel





this is the  logo of otago st.david -largestlecture hall
everyone is so HIGH after the HEAL test,
i was a suffer week for me,
i was crazy to study it..
so many fact to remember but  its seen like common knowledge that suit kiwi but not Asian
we went for celebrate in Chopstick 101 and Savoury Japan..

one more week before holiday,
play games after exam and skype and update this
realise i didnt shut down my laptop for one than more week already..
duno whether because of that so i cant open my bluetooth..
one photo b4 go eng presentation ..CHUR

immunisation status test with 2 unprofessional  blood taking until my   hand "hitam" for 2 weeks
preparing for epi test

such a messy table cz i'm busy of study..^^


More to come in next post,, i'm so tired after out for one whole day... 
Good nite everyone 

Saturday, August 6

七夕

a normal day with abnormal mood,,,
i miss u ,, miss u miss u...

一定要爱你press here

雖然我們相識的日子還是短暫的
可是我已深深把你來愛了
你的天真和你的純情已把我吸引了
你就是我夢中美麗的天使
我知道你是一個天真善良溫柔的女孩
真的希望自己能夠配上你
如果你能給我機會讓我好好的愛你
真的只想真心真意對你說

我愛你一定愛到花都開了鳥兒把歌唱
愛到牛郎織女為我們點頭
愛到花兒綻放鳥兒成群把我們環繞
愛到每道彩虹映出你的美


Monday, August 1

again

i am angry with someone again....again.... again..
nt cure for nt angry???
make me no mood for whole day only...
feel so bad to myself, why i always to kind to others..
hate u.....