Leaving mode

exam finish
packing start
farewell going on
leaving is on..
my good friends are leaving today..
a farewell party+ birthday party on last night bring up a upset feel..
u and u are leaving me for a long long time..
4 months?
? its super long..
we juz know each other for 8 months
and now we are not going to meet up for 4 months.
......

besides missing u , what can i do in this holidays?
its sound so wrong, but dun misunderstand it..
feel so different for not see u around and miss ur voice a lot...

2 more days to stay at my college after 8 months of staying here..
i scare when i leave here, i will cry cz i am so miss part of the sweet moment here..
i love u guys.. u guys are rocks

sending friends off is quiet sad and touching moment..
i dun like this kind of feeling..
TT..

but life is full of leaving moment...
juz be use to it ..
MISSSssssssssssssssssss UUUUUUUUUU

alone

一个人走，一个人读书，一个人笑，一个人哭。。。
我的知己？我的朋友？
你们在哪里？
好想念你们的全在。。
我一点都不爱孤独一个人。。。。
寂寞的感觉并不好过 。。。

XXXXXX
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library 2

frm evening till night stay at library..
spend my study time think a lot of not related stuffs..
be myself is so difficult and hard..
be alone make myself cry alone when study..
its stress and sad..
sometimes i think i am too good to others?
i shld think abt them and shld more selfish..
always kind people will get bully..that true..
its will make my life difficult by continue be good to them..
the moment i saw he, he is so different with ...
why i still think about it...:(
time to concentrate in my studies..
dun want spoil all my effort

NEWS

bad news are spread to me nonstop..
i feel so weak now...
many things to worry about beside my final exam..
its a big burden for me....
haiz haiz haiz...

1010

even write on my tissue..

this is what i did in 1010 when study for my final.....
stay in the library study for 4 hours but i only study for 2 hours?
where i spent the others two hours?
?
?
?

内心世界

被不明人士看到了我的内心世界，从今开始私人化了我的部落格。。
用不着那些我讨厌的人看到我的生活。。。。。

flight

Study oversea is hard :
1) when u book flight ticket back, the moment is super tired and suffer..
wasting 2 days time to change a flight ..
flight back malaysia  settle .,,how about flight back sibu??
when shld i back..
why i am the one who always change flight ticket..
there were around 4 or 5 times ady..
DAMN it....
everytimes change i need to pay lot of money..the amount i spent enough for me to buy a iphone ..
ISH...
Haiz...
haiz
haiz..
am i do the right decide to go back early,,
suddenly feel like dun want go back..
this make me feel like dun want back malaysia for the coming year only..
but sometimes i super hope i am at home...
its mentally disorder or what happen to my brain?


go back early is seriously change whole my holiday plan and my life is turn up side down now...

end up at library

i feel so bad mood and hate to talk ..
so i end up myself at library..even i alone i also dare to come back frm library at night..'
i am learning hw to live independent
i cant believe i cant make it..
i am nt frm a rich family, i nt a pretty girl , i experience many difficulties,, that is nothings for me..
有异性没人性，i like that sentence
emo look but not emo mind and heart, that enough..
emo better than make myself angry or geram with someone that never care about u, and always make u angry,, that are nt even called a friends..
that kind of ppl is shit..

GYM

had a terrible hubs term test,,
the question and answer are damn hard..
god bless me, hope i will score a nice mark..
seriously, i cry for this test..

its make me feel bad..
i spend a lot of times to listen podcast, go lecture and do note,..
but i cant do the question..
its hurt me and lower down my confident level..


the only way to make me happy back is eat ..and spend money..
eat at chopstick with some friends ,
shop around  at town and bought some stuff..
have my 1st V drink at dunedin..
then went for a picnic in front of clocktower
detail photo pls refer to my facebook..lolxxx

final station is UNIPOL..
my 1st time at unipol since start of sem 2...
but have a wonderful session when went to the GYM section  with a coach, nathan..
HAHA..he teach us to use different of machine there,,COOL MAN

and NOW is the time to work for final..
one month left only,, i must work harder..