big eye

this week is peace btw u n me, no fight
cz i am busy fighting with another one...

yeah, u r like wat i said in 505 ..
i will not be there anymore
u hv ur right n left
depend hw u treat them either like me or better
or they will treat u better than me...

i have to open my eye big big,
open my heart wide
and left everything go by it way....

;) hard to understand what i write right?
this is the conclusion for this weeek,
so slowly guess ba xp

dun cry babe

can u give me a good reason to cry?
dun cry over this stupid reason, but i juz cant stop myself to cry..
what i did until i didnt respected by people?
i dun want cry everyday,
please dun make me cry ok?
i cant study affter i cry, u knw..
if i fail my paper,
due to u,
we will no longer be friend anymore...
its really suffer to act duno, act nvm...
my heart is made of meat nt iron...

505

505? what is this mean for malaysian?
what is this mean for sarikeian?
what is this mean to my friends?
and what is this mean for me?

a crying sky in dunedin with strong wind,
no matter how strong the rain or wind, i still need to go out?
where am i going?
OUSA, for what? u duno la..
i am sure not to go for voting,
i cant vote even my name is on the list,
fail malaysian right?

there are no change after 505.
 i still need do my assignmnet, prepare for final..
a crazy month and boring month, no cinema, no party but lot of chance to eat outside....

what are your doing now?
a message pop out from u..
can i tell u i miss u now?
everytime i have to tell what am i doing,
even i tell in the indirectly, u will still know..
is that bcz u too understand me or i am too easily to understand?

perhap u wouldnt realize that i am still miss the moment we had together..
will u remember the moment we study together? doing assignment together?
and u always forget this and that, always blur blur.. luckily u didnt forget go for exam xp..

505 no change for me...
a blackout cant help me pass my P3,
a cry wouldnt help me solve the problem..
only myself can help me stand up and continue my journey..
a big hug to myself..
i really miss u... T.T