懒人一个

懒惰读书
懒惰吃，睡，说话。。。。。
巴拉巴拉，，
懒一个字。。。


我的好胜心，上进心在哪了？
被谁偷走了呢？
是你啦，还有谁。。。
想想想。。。
没希望，没愿望，没欲望，没期望，
只有失望。。。。。。。

Small Gas

i am so small gas..
i am so stress now..
Epi again..
Stress make me want to cry out loud..
cry , my heart feel pain and cool...
there are always excuse that u cant do it..
sometimes i really angry with u...

i know i am so childish....
i think u know why,,
but u never remember about it..
it hurt me again and again..
i am so stress ady...
its hard to handle a lot of things at the same time,
i guess u shld understand this....
every words u say make me feel more EMO....

掉泪了

又一次掉泪了，

手受伤了，

扭到了，

心痛了，

恨够了，

烦够了，

装够了，

累死了，

该停了，

睡觉了。。

很想痛哭一场。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

end of holiday

it's sunday afternoon already,,

schoolday restart tomorrow with lump of assignment and test..

final exam is coming soon,left one month plus..

i'm so scared of the final exam..

a lots to study and memorize, how can i handle this..

i seriously need help..

who can help me???

now i'm so emotinal and bad mood..

my brain is full of a lot of bad thinking,

i worry i lost those who care about me,

i dream a lot of next year things...

i worry i will be alone...

suddenly feel so scared to be alone...

i need someone hug and advise and love...

where can i find it now??

home is so far away from me...

crying cant solve the problem and its juz a second of relieve stress way..

i think i'm too stress not others reason that bring me to this step..

stress in education, family ,relationship, money...whatelse???