不一样的感觉

今天站在窗前发呆，看到了一个小孩被妈妈牵着过马路，

让我想起妈妈了，

虽然我已长大了， 妈妈还会牵我过马路。

因为在她心中我永远都是个长不大的小孩。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

爸爸妈妈还有我的小妹， 我好想你们哦，，

哥哥你在干嘛，为什么都不告诉我们， 你没想我们吗？

转眼间我已来这里三个多月了，

还是脑袋空空。。。。

要加油了！！！！！

读书去吧！！！！

RANDOM thinking...

 Finish HUBS term test 2,

cannot do many question but whatever la, as long as i finish the test its enough..

CHEER, CHUR,,,,

have a break with a lovely KFC meal 

 

shop for essential stuffs...

HAHAHA, wasting  money is one of my "talent".....

FINALLY saw my favor BOVRIL at NEW WORLD...

bought  my second water bottle after three month..
the price is double of my 1st bottle, so hope it can last at least six month..

 

which one is my new bottle?? guess guess .... :)

今天有点什神经错乱，

考试时丢了尺，洗澡时尽然洗两次shampoo..

LOLXXXXXXX.............

 真不知我在想什么！！！！！！！

skip lecture day

今天的我过的很痛苦，

一整晚没好好睡到。。。

鼻涕一直流使到我什么都做不到，

不能去上课。。。可悲

饿到要死都没东西吃，

 因为头咙又痛了。。。。。。。。。

OMG

tomorrow  exam ady, i still havent finish the lecture slide..

everyday sleep and doing nothings in my room...

i feel so guilty but  they keep say i'm sick ma so no mood to study..

i find out that is a bad excuse for me lo..

even last time i sick like hell still study..

juz feel so sad and guilty because of the sick..

sick since last friday till now . almost one week ady

but never recover,

after one  illness going better , the others come ... so sienz with my sickness..

this is my second time sick in NZ within three month..

1st sick also almost the same like this times..

juz duno why last time i sick i still in good mood and  got energy to go lecture..

actually i think i know why..

...............................

suddenly miss u ......ur support and advice help me a lots

i think i rely on u  too much before..我对你的爱陷的太深了。。。也太久了！！！！

haiz, what to do, u didnt do what u promise.. what a sad things to me...

... Is there a delete button in my programming to delete people from my life that I don't want to know anymore?

你为什么要出现在我的人生里？？？？？？？

"don't cry for a guy, let a guy cry for you because girls give and forgive, and guys get and forget" 

always telling myself to stay strong in physically and mentally..

but i cant make it.. 

the freaking english test and the illness that i  had but i keep secret without telling my  parents make me wana cry again.. and again......

i burning my parents money like i burning recylced paper..

what i good things i had did...

觉得自己很没有用。。。

result not good, but lazy to study,

only know how to spend money but not earn any money before..

what am i dong now? everyone go lecture but i'm update my blog...

so in conclusion i'm so useless..

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG,,,,, leong fei lin ar,,, u are so stupid ......................

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1